I’m sick of having to make time for God because of school and work. Time with him should just be. It shouldn’t be set aside for later or pushed off for the end of the day when I’m too tired to think, talk, or read. This next month will be about laying everything I have down to him, chasing him with everything in me. Not worrying about school, work, or relationships. But instead fixing my life on his business and his plan and his word and seeing everything else just fall into place because of it.

There’s some kind of freedom that comes with all this. A freedom one can only feel by experience. I’m over abused hearts, selfish cliques, constant fickleness, half cups. I’m ready for a free heart, a stable mind, a steady love, a full cup, more of Him, less of me, and a place I can be open…I’m ready to be on that mountaintop.

“This dry and desert land I tell myself “keep walking on”. Hear something up ahead-water falling like a song. An everlasting stream, your river carries me home. Let it flow, let it flow. A flood for my soul, a well that never will run dry. I’ve rambled on my own never believing I would find an everlasting stream, your river carries me home. Let it flow, let it flow. Open the heavens, come living water. All my fountains are in you. You’re strong like a river, your love is running through. All my fountains are in you.”